HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!
Went for the 10am mass today. It was really crowded today, it's so wierd. It felt like christmas just that this time it really felt like it. Sweet. After mass went pooling with Mat & Leslie. They were trashing me! But I won Leslie. Ha! Stupid dumdum. Then we went off to Tiong. Watched the two of them eat unbelieveable amounts. I was seriously O_O(Super shocked) when Leslie said he was still hungry. Cause that ClayPotRice thing, Mat shared it with 2 friends and Leslie ate that plus some mee thing. Played at the arcade, AIR HOCKEY! :D I swear we're addicted. Asked two random people to play and Leslie & I trashed them 7-2. :D & after that they refused to play with us anymore. Hahah! Mat beat me in Datona2 but I won him in Datona1, heehee. Then while Mat was playing the cycling game, Leslie & I went around trying to waste our tokens away. Found this paddling game & so played it. & it cheated money! Paddle toward the left & it'd go right. Then like barely one minute into the game, it ended! Wasted the last three tokens on the football game. We were playing as England & were up against Chile. drew 1-1 and the game ended. Hahaha! Stupid la. Mine had a problem kicking though! ): But it was FUN. :DCame home & later I'm leaving for the countdown at Dan's house. :D I'm sorry I can't be at church! ): But I'll be 5minutes away. Enjoy yourselves(Although it isn't very fun :/). & I'll see you all NEXT YEAR. Someone remind me to bring Dumdum's gumgum.
My last post of this year, goodbye 2006! Hello 2007. I'm the class of 2007. I'll see all of you next yearrrr! We'll be a year older then. Haha! (: Take care.
Okay, my brother is back from korea. I wonder what he bought, apparantly there's alot of things to carry back, so I have to go downstairs in like 10minutes to help him carry everything back up. & I got slightly drunk just now. I knew I was drunk but it didn't feel like it? Lol. Now I know what it feels like. My entire face turned red! Stupid 40% Barcardi. Everything was dizzy-ish. Felt like I couldn't walk straight & I didn't dare walk much. Haha! I nearly fell asleep at the computer just now while waiting for the scan. So I went outside to lie down & after awhile it went away. Took a few hours. But it took like a few minutes for it to take effect!
Joshua & Rachel came over :D They both wore the eyesight specs & looked like punk rockers. :D Hahah! Super cute. I wanna play Solitare Showdown later. If possible. Or else it'll be Solitare Solitary! :/ Okay, my brother's back soon. See youuuuuuuuuu!
Friday, December 29, 2006
Pucks & sticks. Shit. Just thirtynine minutes. Timer seriously passes really slowly when you're alone. ): & that stupid McFly song is really sad too "Too Close For Comfort". Damn. Okay, I should stop listening to those songs. & all those people online aren't fun to talk to. ): Well, not when I'm in this lonely mood. & D talked to me just now. I got a shock of my life. I wasn't expecting it after what happened. But yeah, it was only to ask for a song. :/
Pucks & sticks. I can't stop listening to the McFly song. It's making me emo, & that isn't good. Where are the people I wanna talk to the most? Anyway, it's good to talk to you again. It always ends up like this aye? Just that this time someone else is thrown into the picture. & I don't think I can go back to then anymore, sorry.
Was I invading in on your secrects? Was I too close for comfort? You were pushing me out when I wanted in. What was I just about to discover? When I got too close for comfort, driving you home- Guess I'll never know.
For all I know, this is a lie, but I guess I'm blind.
K, so later I'm meeting Pan&her cousin&Charissa&Leslie. We're going to play AIRHOCKEY! :D Dinner follows! Then after that they're coming over. I think the show The Cronicles Of Riddick is damn cute! (: I watched like a small bit of it and it was really cute. There was this part when they show this ghostly hand, & the narrator goes he's half human. (They show the human hand) & half... something else. Hahahah! Super funny!
Oh & btw, SC8obession is back! Shit. FRANKVIN! :D
Thursday, December 28, 2006
Tuition in an hour and fourty five.
Last night/this morning was terrible & I don't want it to happen ever again. But I know it'll never be the same. Goodnight.
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
OHMYGOSHHHHHHH!
Everybody, is this an emergency. YOUTUBE IS DOWN. As in the website doesn't exist anymore. & the server all over Singapore is giving problems. I couldn't go online for 12hours okay! ): I was happily chatting on msn until about4am in the morning when my msn suddenly logged off & I couldn't go back on. ):
I hope YouTube comes back on! Or else I'll die of lack of entertainment. Cause I am addicted to the stuff there. No more FanVids & no more MusicVids, I will dieeeeeeee.
Okay, haha! Outburst, sorry. Back to my sims. BYE.
I still wait for the phone
In the middle of the night
Thinking you might call me
If your dreams don't turn out right
And it still amazes me
That I lie here in the dark
Wishing you were next to me
With your head against my heart.
If you asked me how I'm doing
I'd say just fine
But the truth is baby
If you could read my mind
I'm obessed with italic fonts now. Shit. But only emo font looks like with italics. So now I'm using emo font(Msn). Yesterday was emo day. Seriously emo. See the post? Emo. Stupid emokid influences. Okay, I should stop saying the word emo. I've been at the computer for 16hours now. Shit. Now I'm damn happy. Haha! S-C-H-O-O-L! Come on, quick! Tell me. :D
Maybe I should stop being so anxious. Maybe I don't wanna know?
Tuesday, December 26, 2006
You knew what you were doing to me
& I guess I was too blind to see
Well you hit where it hurt and you fooled me so bad
But I'd do it again to relive what we had
Damn that's sad.
& I don't wanna miss you, even though we got issues.
I tried to do it right this time around
But a part of me is dead & in the ground.
I've taken all I can take
& I cannot wait.
Okay, MTV emo songs. Typical scenes of people starring out the windows where its raining & they're crying along with the rain. But somehow it doesn't ever happen that way in real life.
Monday, December 25, 2006
Right before mass! HEELS OKAY!
:D ♥
Attempts to ruin our picture.
From "tall" to "short"! Haha.
Everybody! :D
It's CHRISTMAS! & everyone is still asleep. But I still tink CHIJMES is super boring at 3am. I remember last time I was there & all I saw were drunk people & nothing else? Haha. Boring man. But it's Christmas, so maybe different.
Okay, pictures please!
Merry Christmas to you too! :D
Merry Christmas everybody! I didn't go CHIJMES with the rest, ): Neither did Sasa, Calvin or Dumdum. Dumdum & Pan aren't going home tonight, stupid asses.
Have a great day & enjoy all your presents. :D The strawberries with chocolate were amazing. The toffee was super sweet, SORRY. Hahaha! But it's all good. (:
Okay, I'll elaborate on today/last night. Whatever. Left my house around eleven and reached church at eleven fifteen. Waited for really long and finally everyone turned up. but by then, all the seats were taken and we had to stand. ): So we stood infront and the people kept shushing us even when we asked something like what's that or said oh. Who ask them come so late? Hahah. Stupid people. After mass we got out all the apples and started exchanging presents & taking photos. So now I officially have pictures of everyone in church! :D So littlegirl, you'll be able to see his face. Hahaha. Then everyone left. Yeah. I tore all my presents open when I went home. :D Now I'm getting my entertainment from those at Sasa's house. Three of them only. & I'm damn bored. Pictures please! (:
LET IT SNOW!
Sunday, December 24, 2006
Okay, I'm at Charissa's house now. Mass is in 5plus hours?
& I'm leaving soon. Goodnight world. I'm going to sleep later! :D
I thought the world of you
I thought nothing could go wrong
But I was wrong
This morning I was awoken early in the morning. So I went for confession @ Novena. Super sleepy & tired. Then went to some stupid market where one live lobster was priced at $30! I couldn't believe my eyes. I kept starring at this stupid foot long lobster and thinking, why the heck would I pay thirty bucks for that when I pay the same price in the restaurant for a cooked one. Came home, put all the food stuffs down & rested awhile. Then went all the way to Dhoby to get my cardigan-ish thing. Bought it within the first ten minutes of being there. I shop damn fast. Haha! Then I went down to Tiong to get my apples, wrapping paper and other baking stuff that was unable to be found in gwc. Went back home carrying 40apples. Super heavy! Thank goodness they were small apples, or else I'd have died. Stayed at home for like fourty-five minutes and left to find Pan at gwc. The best part is her phone was dead. So we went for even more baking stuff shopping & found her skirt at WH! Finally! After so long. Haha. You know, we bought alot of things from the same shops, but it seriously wasn't planned! Same shoe shop, same skirt shop & my cardigan, that shop too! Hahaha. This is super funny. & we say the same thing at the same time too. Super funny. :D Walked around the shops abit then came over to my place & started the baking. First batch of toffee got burnt! ): But the second batch was good. (: Then we made chocolate-caramel tasting toffee. Super nice! (: It's like icing after it dries though. After that we made the chocolate & did the starwberries, <3 It was super delicious. Then we stuck in everything & put it in the fridge. Played DDR & Sonic. & we tricked all the asses online. Hahhaha. Around 11 she left. I wrapped my bunch besides 4 & here I am. (:
I can't take my eyes off you.
Friday, December 22, 2006
I finally bought my shoes today. :D Got them from Tinkerbelle(Xclusive). They're pretty. Black and white lacy shoes. With small cute heels! Haha. Heels. I am going to wear heels. Small cute ones at least! I can walk with heels okay! (:
In the morning, I went to GWC to carry home Christmas food home for my mama. Then I rushed off to meet Pan. We walked around Heeren & we both got our shoes at the same place. The lady was really nice! (: Then we went into this ButtOn shop. Found boxers and bought two for Leslie. Both Spongebob(Duh with Patrick). One Patrick was hairy! Haha. Fifteen bucks one okay! So Mat came and we walked around some more, went to Hereen. Then came back to Cine. Then Leslie said he was going somewhere. So we headed off to more shopping! We all planned to meet later to watch a movie, but cancelled though. Bought Jon Chua's birthday present, this green cap. & the stupid music in the store was loud & we had to raise our voices to hear each other. Wth. Hahaha. Then after shopping & all we realised there was time for movie but not food. So we called Charissa, Leslie & Jane and said yeah, can watch. So they bought our tickets and we went to Paragon to order cakes before going to Cine to meet those three. Passed presents around & all. & stupid Patrick Star couldn't even wear his hairy Patrick Star boxers, they were too large! Hahaha. Who ask him to be so skinny? Then we got salted popcorn to stop unwanted sweet popcorn eaters from eating everything. It was pretty much good. (: Pan & I went ballastic throughout the movie! It was super lame k! We screamed at the not-scary parts & got excited at the boring parts. Hahaha! Quite a dumb show with a badly structured story line. If it had a better storyline it'd be nicer. The jokes and crackups shifted the focus from the sad story behind it. I rate it 3.5stars! Upon 5.
After that I went back & tried out my outfit. I still need my cardigan, shit. Either that or I go for boob reduction! Hahahaha. Okay, nevermind. I likes my shoes. (: Tomorrow is Toffee Apple making day! The day after is Chocolate Biscuit day & the mass itself. :D I can't wait.
This love is killing me.
Well, I can't forget this evening
And your face when you were leaving
But I guess that's just the way the story goes
You always smile, but in your eyes your sorrow shows
Yes, it shows
I wish I found this song earlier. & I wish Singapore didn't cut out so many scenes of Prisonbreak. Even the flashback scenes are gone.
Goodnight. & I really don't wanna go out anymore.
I am going to hate christmas again this year.
This love is killing me, but you're the only one. It's not over.
Thursday, December 21, 2006
So keep me awake to memorise you
Give me more time to feel this way
We can't stay like this forever
But I can have you next to me today
No words can describe. That's over used. Wait.
I am. Unspoken.
Remember all the love we shared today.
♥ Only time will tell me how.
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
I've got mah clothes. :D
But but! Now I'm in a damn big predicament. I don't have shoes or a shawl/jacket thing yet! ): I think I'll wear a shawl (: But shoes! ): Damn, I need another shopping trip! & I'm going to die if I have to shop again.
I want to convert the $150 in moolah now please. Okay, old love songs ROCK. :D
Sitting all alone inside my head.
When you ask a question, don't expect an easy answer.
I got a letter & it's to tell me I've got a $150voucher for Good Progress this year. I don't get it, how do they calculate? I failed like three subjects. Stupid assholes, giving me free God-only-knows-what-Voucher. I bet it'll go into my Edusave, just like last time. They say it's a voucher, it better be. & next year we'll get our OBS certs. :D I can't wait to get my Cert. Everytime I talk about camp I'll remember the last night & I'll remember the night we screamed because of Alex & I'll remember the stars. I loved the nights there. There's also Good Service Awards? Give me one for OBS then! Hahaha. Hillary hillary, DUFF DUFF DUFF!
It's the stars that shine for you.
It's the stars that lie to you.
Tuesday, December 19, 2006
I love this movie paring! I think Claire Danes excuse for not being Rose in Titanic was just pathethic la, I mean. It'd be normal if you can't stay away from him after. He is hot. Leonardo Dicaprio is LOVE.
Goldspink! :D My favourite picture, ever. I love the cap, ♥ the man! This is my obession, I swear- My number one obession.
DAI! :D David(Dave) Williams of Son Of Dork(SOD). Platinum blondes! Cute blondes who play guitars shuold all look like this.
Eminemmmmmmmmmmm! Marshall Mathers, uh-huh. :D He's such a darling. I love his eyes, I've got this thing for blue eyes. & I love his.
Ben Adams, formerly from a1. <3 My first love. SERIOUS. :D Until now still my love. (: UNTIL NOW K. Hahaha.
The stars, they lie to you, the stars, they shine for you.
Remembering is different from what you've seen.
P for Proof. P for the chain on Eminem's neck. P for Pray. P, Proof, we'll always remember you.
Early this morning, about 8 hours ago, I was talking to this cute little girl. & I told her I think I like someone. & the first thing she said was Who? Haha! I mean like, tsk! Hahaha. So we had a game of hangman & if she won she'd know. & it was super easy & she told me it was hard. The song I picked was BBMak - Ghost Of You And Me. Where got hard? Haha. Then she asked school. So play hangman again & I chose the movie Gattaca, this she never knew existed. Heehee. Then she still persisted in asking me. So I told her, Quick, bribe me! And in the end she bribed me with a Student's meal! :D Then she asked for cca. Omg, this one she got out of me without an bribes or hangman game. Dang!
My eldest brother is nowhere to be seen(He didn't come home!) & my second brother is in Korea. I feel like the only child, so alone here. But I'm way too tired to walk out of the house. By the way, I still think Jonthan Rhys Meyers or Hugh Jackman should have played Jude Law's part in The Holiday! Then I'd bother to watch the sappy love story. Always blame the actor. :D
Monday, December 18, 2006
Met them around two thirty, we went and played in timezone for abit. (: I found the $2 bear machine! Haha. It's cute, yeah! (: Before that we bought our tickets & I think I'm in love with that thing we played. What's it called? Table something? Hahaha. The one where you shoot the puck around with the round things. Haha! I think it's table hockey, but I have no clue.
So we went into the cinema & bought everything. Then only Leslie came. Dejavu was alright, but it was predictable! & Charissa & Leslie kept trying to predict, but all wrong la! Haha. I tell you every show got love story one. Even pokemon. Hahaha! :D Brock & Nurse Joy & Officer whatever. Charissa remembers their names. Haha! Throughout the show was full of talking & throwing popcorn & finding sweet popcorn for them so I could eat my salty popcorn. In the end like the last half of the popcorn was almost all sweet & I ended up passing all the sweet ones to Leslie & there was like none left & when Charissa & Calvin wanted it was like. WTF, EH, WHY SO LITTLE LEFT?! Hahaha! Then my jacket got stolen & I froze! Damn. After that we sneaked into The Holiday. Watched abit until Jude Law came out then we left. Charissa is went crazy okay! During Dejavu she kept grabbing my arm & wanting to join the noisy people infront. & during The Holiday she started squealing over Jude Law & she had two left shoes. Hahaha! That was funny.
After the movie(s), we walked around the place. Looked at potential Codybelle presents, but couldn't agree on anything. Then we walked around the magic trick shop & precious thoughts shop. Charissa & I were killing Leslie with the clicking of our gum. Haaaaa. He can't click his gum man. LOSER. :D Hahaha. Then we walked around Harris & looked at all the books. & there was this self-improvement section. I told Leslie to go see. Then all he starred at were the sex books. Please la, you can't deny it. & then I saw this murder book & told him to get it for me. & he had to check for any sexual references. Hahaha. But I didn't get the book la. & it was still raining. Bloody hell. Went back in & walked around some more. Then ran back home.
I'd cross the desert to be with you, I miss you.
Changed my skate plans! ): Cause it costs $14.60 each person & Leslie & I can't skate. So it's a waste of moolah. So now we're going to watch Dejavu. It looks really good! :D I can't wait to watch it.
Charissa, Calvin & Leslie. I wonder to do before & after the movie? Hahaha. I'm going to kick myself later for wearing fbts, it's going to be freezing. But aiyah, my long pants are in washing & I only have my tracks. But I don't wear them until I go camps! So yeah, :/ & I don't wanna wear my 3/4s cause my enphasizes my scars. Hahaha. Dang, I'm becoming damn girly. Okay, so now I'm waiting for everybody to come to Greatworld. I hope I don't fall asleep! I feel super tired for some reason. & I had alot of sleep this morning. That's for sure.
I know what you're thinking.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
Went for the 10am mass today, siesie also went. He lied to me la, said he was going for the 1230mass & that he'd watch four episodes of smallville! After mass we all sat at the table & chatted, then Jane brought her crossword puzzle book. & Isabelle found all the wrong words! Hahaha, eagel! Hahaha, she's a super funny codybelle. (:
Then I got bored & went home. So here I am. & it's all coming back to me now.
Btw, that limegreen polo! ): We were supposed to buy together. Wahlao. I also want! LIMEGREEN. (:
Saturday, December 16, 2006
cos this hurts deeper than i thought it would, says:
but the smoking thing, i guess you just got to accept it luh. i know i felt like fuck when no one around me could accept me for smoking, but it's like, i'm still the same person. so yeah.
When I first read this, it seriously could have changed my mind. But then I realised, it's not jsut about smoking. It's about every other thing.
cos this hurts deeper than i thought it would, says:
just make sure that you really think it's the best to let go, cos, once you let go of something it's hard to get back.
Fuck. I think yu may just have changed my mind. Mf, tonight I won't be able to sleep again. ):
I choose to give up, let go & move on. So fuck you & I hope you have a fine time when you're in the hospital & dying of cancer.
Went christmas shopping just now. Hell, my legs ache. After $25, I've got three presents & one meal. Not bad! Messaged Marmar a bit, & we're in the same boat, number 484726337238. Hahah! So after 4hours of walking, I died and went home. I am so tired, I can hardly keep my eyes open. ): Tonight I'll SLEEP EARLY. :D Tomorrow I'll go for the 10am mass & pray I don't see you.
Don't say hello, because all I'll tell you is goodbye.
Don't tell me you care. Don't explain. Come back when you stop smoking.
(Much later in the day)
You proved them right, maybe they were right after all. 4&1/2 hours of sleep. I'm gonna head out. & when the coke opens, the barcardi is going to dissapear. Bloody MF.
Friday, December 15, 2006
We've got to stop pretending who we are. Because you've got me & I've got you. We'll let everything go & start anew. Don't forget, when I run away, I'll call you. Remember that stupid plan we had? Haha. We'll run away together okay? We'll go & live in Italy or something! Hahaha! :D Then nobody will know who we are.
If I had to choose, I'd have gone yesterday.
Because life doesn't wait on you.
Charisssssssssssa! :D I'll see you in about... 3+/4 hours? (: Yay.
Thursday, December 14, 2006
Happiness is only temporary. The rest of the time, you spend in misery.
Nick Carter makes me smile. because his stupid song reminds me of both of you. Last year it was () & :B. This year it's you two. Where am I heading? At least this year nothing happened. Not like the mess I made last year. Ha.
Maybe I am in too deep, but I don't care.
Right where I belong, I got you. We'll prove them wrong.
It's funny how life can take new meaning.
MY ENTERTAINMENT'S BACK! :D & nobody wants perfume? Hahaha! I want my lollipops! (: No cold hard cash, just lollipops. :D & next time I'll see if I can win the $2bear. Haha. There's always next time.
Tonight I won't be drinking. Maybe cause yesterday was great. Maybe cause you're back, or maybe just cause we're talking like normal again. (:
Maybe I am in too deep,
BUT I DON'T CARE.
Wednesday, December 13, 2006
Omg, I just saw a lizard & started jumping around. It's tail was fat & lumpy. Gross! ):
It's unbelieveable but I believed you. Unforgivable but I forgave you. It's insane what love can do.
Can you just come back from that haze infected place so that I can pour my heart out to you? You stupid fellow. I'm not even anticipating tomorrow anymore. The rain isn't making it feel any better. Plus you're the only one who knows. If you die there, I'll kill myself.
My stupid Cousin-in-law keeps reminding me of Jon. Cause he's skinny, tanned, sporty & stays in HK(Bad discription, yes, I know). Bloody hell, ): Somebody kill me? Bahh.
Last night I was pretty much really worried, but thankfully I had two people there. (: The first cut is always the deepest.
I can't deny what I believe, I can't be what I'm not.
I wish I never knew you. I pray it'll all unwind.
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
Hayden&Seth.
Hahahaha, the "bung" names! :D
I was reading old posts & I found this,
A WAS ATTROCIOUS
B WAS BEST
C WAS CLEVER
D WAS DAMN CLEVER
E WAS EXCELLENT
AND F WAS ;D
F***ING INTELLIGENT
This one we came up with it to cheer Rena up. We even had our own funny ABCs. I remember E for Idiot & F for Phlegm. :D It was written on Rena's book.
Oh, I'm still peeling. :/
I am upright and honest. Not.
It's funny how life could take new meaning
I'll be your first, your last. I wish.
You came & changed what I believe in.
But all my life I've tried to prove people wrong.
The world on the outside's trying to pull me in.
They say I'm missing out if my feet don't touch the ground.
But there are moments I can't deny what's true.
Because I had you.
Monday, December 11, 2006
No matter what the ending, my life began with you.
DUDE, IT'S NOT JUST A BOYZONE SONG. IT'S FROM THE MUSICAL SING DOWN THE DAWN. DID YOU KNOW THE SONGS FROM THE MUSICAL WERE TAKEN & MADE INTO HITS LIKE THIS? HEEHEE.
Okay, I have officially over rated the musical. I wish there were more Blood Brothers songs avaliable instead, so I wouldn't have to resort to listening to Sing Down The Down songs. Mr Costa, please sing the songs in real life with blue!
OH OH! I AM TALKING TO PAN NOW (: SHE'S ONLINE & I'M THE HAPPIEST KID TODAY.
Okay, I got the Boyzone song. & now I'm listening to NICK CARTER. :D The lyrics are suepr sweet! (: He & his brother can be romantics & everyone will just fall for their antics. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HIWcsX79Dhw I've got you.
Sunday, December 10, 2006
It used to be so hard to take a picture! Haha.
I do miss everyone. Everything. Alot. Remember you asked me why your picture wasn't in my phone? You were- But now you're in my heart.
All that meant something. Now, gone.
Frankvin, legal two years. Come January, three.
They called Steve Irwin their EARTH ANGEL. They called him their hero. People may die, but their legacy lives on. Crocs rule, they still do & so do you.
"Thanks for opening our eyes to the world of wildlife."
It gives me goosebumps.
It looks like going out might not happen today either. ): Still waiting for two replies. Went to church, it was really bright- Somehow. The light seems extra bright today, extremely pretty. (:
You know the eyebrow go up&down thing? To say hello. Kinda? Yeah. I looked up & someone did that to me. I was like O_O WHATTT? Ahahaha, that was funny. Then I realised the person was like saying 'hello'. Kinda.
Went to Carmalite for the Food fair, bought $34 worth of food and came back. I am super sleepy now. Goognight! Zzz.
Goodbye Marmar.
Butterflies don't lie. Lucas/Haley version.
Friday, December 08, 2006
:DDDDDDDDDDDD Pretty fly for a white guy.
Wentworth Miller is the best luh, for all those who only noticed him in Prisonbreak, go watch Dinotopia & Mariah Carey's videos. HE'S IN THERE. Yeah, now you know.
Okay, Pan's leaving tonight. & I have no idea if Marcella has left, I think she has. So we didn't have our last outing thing aye! ): & I feel damn bad about yesterday(26mins ago?) I left her all alone at the last lesson. The last freaking lesson. ):
Okay, everybody please come back right about now. I'm stuck with the one stuck over at the other end! ): Saturday quick come. I know you're only tomorrow. But tomorrow's still not here, I've been waiting for a long time. When I wake up later, I'll think it's tomorrow, but it won't be. That really sucks.
In the memories I must have seen a mental image. It's empty & cold without you here, too many people to ache over. I miss you.
Thursday, December 07, 2006
Don't tell me WMM just fucking hanged.
There's no wonder why
& the worst part? No more smart-assed higher chinese kid to help me out when I really need it, at this point of time! Argh.
I tell you, you better come back now. Before I go mad.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
Crocodile has this hot guy. (:
Mark McLachlan. But I can't find his pictures anywhere! ): I can't even find a website. This is the best one so far. http://www.ohlalaparis.com/ohlalaparis/2005/08/marc_mc_lachlan.html Omg, hot! (: Hahaha. I wish he starred in more high-profile movies though. I was looking at the tv, then it was quite a boring & terribly filmed show. But after I saw his face. HAHAHAHA.
Let's not go into details.
Tuitioned for THREE hours today. Then went to Dhoby & had takoyaki(chicken ham&cheese). Walk around a bit before Jennifer ran into me & made me donate, so I gave her all my coins, which was only two coins. Hahaha. Because I only had one note & I obviously couldn't give that! Or else I'd be broke. But in 2 days time I'll have my weekend allowance again! :D Tomorrow going for tuition in the morning, then back home for tuition in the afternoon. Tuition packed two days. This means I'll have to finish all my work tonight! I'll do it after Grey's Anatomy. (:
Today I took a risk & hopped on a bus with Pan. We both had no idea where it stopped! Haha. So I alighted at the old Times place and ran all the way to the Great World bus stop because it was really creepy with all the construction & all. Plus I was alone! So yeah. Then I walked home with a stich! It was painful, but yeah, it was stupid to take a bus ride like that. Haha, took me 10minutes to get home.Luckily I ran, or else it'd have been much longer!
Pan & I were talking about Siesie on the way back from tuition. Siesie, WE MISS YOU. Faster come back okay? I know it's like 8 more days, but we have no entertainment at nights! Plus there's no one to irritate us or to irritate! & the worst part is Sasa's gone, you're gone & on Friday, Pan's gone! ): FASTER COME BACK WITH MY CHOCOLATE SPOON. Quickkk!
Later tuition, I still haven't started on tomorrow's work yet. Bloody heck, ): I do hope Mat is able to get the R+J movie! Then maybe during the wee hours of christmas all the churchies can watch together, (:
Somebody save me from thie heinous crime.
I didn't mean to fall in love with you. No, not that type of love. Just I love you more than you'll ever know. More than a friend, more than anything, I love you like a brother. That's alot. & it hurts.
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Today went to meet Pan @ Cine.
I didn't know who was going but I knew I wasn't going to watch Happy Feet. Heh! I had to wait for 21minutes for Pan, but at east I had someone to look at! (The hot identical dresser) Hahaha. & there was this guy spray painting, so I was pretty much pre-occupied! :D
Then Pan & I walked to Cine to meet Mat who was happily eating his BK. Pan bought tickets while Mat & I talked about OBS. (: Dang, I sure as hell miss that place. & they went on the cycling trail during the pulau trip in camp! )': I was super sad but happy. Sad because I didn't get to go back, happy because I didn't go back. Yes, I know I'm one confused person, but I can't help it.
At one thirty, Pan came back with the tickets & guess what? The show was at one thirty. We had to help Mat finish his burger & we rushed up & bought coke, sprite & sweet & salted popcorn.
The movie OPEN SEASON was full of lame jokes. I swear it reminded me of Jon & his lame-assed jokes. Hahaha, who's better, SUPERMAN or ULTRAMAN? Hahahaha!! :DD Amazing day under that tarp while it rained & the tarps crashed down halfway. Haha.
After the movie, we walked over to Hereen. I'm surprised we didn't see Howie outside Cine. Maybe it's because we came in the afternoon. So at Hereen we walked around abit- Then we hung around HMV for an entire hour. I don't know how we managed it, but we just did. & Pan had her first look at the movie Romeo&Juliet! I swear the time we watched it, amazing. Brought back the memories of me sitting infront of this computer watching it! With the windows closed & sitting on the chair. Ahhhh! & going mad over Leo. Hahaha. I couldn't find a single RBD cd, ): But Takethat was there, +44 was there. I think +44 is quite a cool band! The songs are blink-ish, but it's different. Different from AVA too. You should go take a listen.
So around 5 I was like, okay, I'm tired. I'm heading off. & when I reached the ground level- IT WAS RAINING. -.- So I spent another hour with those two at the top few levels of Hereen. Saw Clarissa working at SKINNIE(The one from school). & Pan & I had our inside joke about how skinnie was cheaper than skin. Hahaha, :D Did you know there's this article of clothing in Hereen which costs over two thousand dollars? & there's a regular priced section at the shop which was about a hundred bucks plus or less. Crazy.
So around 630 I couldn't take it. We decided to leave for good. Mat & I RAN to the bus stop aross Cine from hereen. & the smokers were all out. & while waiting for the traffic light to turn green while taking shelter at Cine. It stunk like hell! ): So when we reached the bus stop & got seats, it was pretty good. (: Then Mat's sister came. Then bus-ed home with them, but I dropped first. Got some scoop on the bus, but I didn't like what I heard, :/
Feels like I'm still caught in-between.
I'm sorry you can't go out, but at least you could have saved me from all the trouble I took when I asked you.
I hate it when they all look down upon you.
But you used to fight back, what happened now?
You're only proving them right.
Maybe you're not what you seem.
Just like a mask, its only a game of pretend.
Pretend, go ahead. I won't sit here waiting much longer.
I'm spreading my wings. I'll fly.
Later I'm headed off to Cathy Cine to watch a cartoon. I can't believe I'm paying to watch a cartoon on the big screen! Then tonight there'll be PIZZA! :D
I cannot wait for pizza. (:
So- Happy Feet or Open Season? I PRAY WE WATCH A NON-CARTOON MOVIE!!! Hahahaha! I seriously don't like cartoon movies. Unless it's Shrek! Hahaha.
Tomorrow I'll be out, maybe we'll both do some catching up aye! :D But there's like 3 hours of tuition? Oh god. All because I'm only going once this week & I missed last weeks tuition!
Thursday I've got tuition, so it's STAY-AT-HOME for me! ): But at least there's PRISONBREAK (:
But Friday! F-R-I-D-A-Y! My favourite. Sentosa with HB & JP. :D I seriously can't wait for Friday. I'll be super tanned by the time school starts. Kayaking, I can't wait either. (:
Nip/Tuck is seriously an awesome show, I'm addicted to the show now, just after watching ONE episode. Whoa, amazing.
Monday, December 04, 2006
Tonight, I'll sleep tight. Tomorrow's going to be a long day.
Goodnight world!
I THINK THIS PICTURE IS CUTE. (:
Today I feel super screwed up.
I am seriously tired, super sleepy.
I feel like I'm losing you... :/ Go, do what you want. Tell me when it's all over so I won't have to listen and believe your crap again.
But I wanna talk to DUDE!
& Dude's sleeping! ): Faster wake up.
Sunday, December 03, 2006
I swear kids have the best ideals in life. They can take one sound and make you cry. For example, when you hear a log dropped from the tree, you tell them what happened.
Then they tell you: No, I think it's daddy dropping down from heaven.
When you tell them their Daddy's gone to heaven, they tell you: No he hasn't, he's just lost & I can't find him.
Sadness, emo kid. I cried while you were being "religious". I swear you should become a priest.
Last year's christmas cookies!(Kayden's)
Went for mass at Stberns.
Went to IKEA. Bought Joshua's present. He was over last night, awesome little kid. I love that kid. He loves me too! Haha. (: Went for lunch and came back. Now I'm dead tired.
But I'm too young to worry. A melody, a memory or just one picture?
Whoever called me before the 0830 mass THRICE please tell me. I don't got caller ID. :/ Sorry.
Oh man, I seriously need entertainment! ): Ten days is a very long time, only six days have passed. I am seriously missing your company alot. Oh & Aunty's always online late early in the mornings! ): So it means by the time she's there I'm gone. & SM's connection keeps getting cut off! ): Dang rocker, must have rocked his lappie or comp too hard. & soon four of you will all be on holiday. But at least dude will be back. Dude, I MISS YOU! ):
Saturday, December 02, 2006
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost. It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over. I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time, but I'm too young to worry. These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past. I found you here, now please just stay for a while? I can move on with you around. I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever? I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done. We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you. I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time- But I'm too young to worry, (a melody, a memory, or just one picture). Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost. It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over. Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in- No longer needed here so where do we go? Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death? But girl, what if there is no eternal life?
When those you want to speak to miraculously dissapear, what do you do? Do you wait for them to come back? Or do you start taking steps of your own? Will it be difficult to start over- Or will it be impossible? When you feel like the responsibility is all on you, when you can't seem to do anything right. Do you turn around and leave? Do you wait for your rescuer? Like he said, who is the be-layer in my life? Why do all the questions come out so easily but the answers seem out of reach?
I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time. But I'm too young to worry, (a melody, a memory, or just one picture). Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost- Its empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over. Trails in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here. Please tell me what we have is real. So, what if I never hold you, or kiss your lips again? So I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see- I beg don't leave me.
What if we never meet again? What if you died before I said goodbye, before you brought me what you owed and promised? Questions and even more questions. The answers never come when you need them. Then only appear when they're not needed. Or maybe I'm just not looking. Maybe I'm just seeing what sppears to be.
Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost; It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over. Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you there. Please tell me what we have is real.
I guess I have to stay and deal. If I run away again, wouldn't it make things even worse?
Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day. Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day. I stand here alone, falling away from you, no chance to get back home.
AMAZING/ (:
Leslie tired of all these stuff says:
i will stone so much i will start to look like stone
OMF! HAHAHA.
What a lame statement from the "star".
& yet another -.- statement.
Leslie tired of all these stuff says:
OLPS
Leslie tired of all these stuff says:
perpetual sucker
Everyone, APPLAUSE please. Ohmylamechops. Someone has to cut off your legs.
Ser O Parercer.
Poof, & within that millisecond, I'm gone.
Enjoy your holiday.
No more regrets, no hard feelings.
Just sheer sadness and that hollow feeling.
I'll carry on.
Friday, December 01, 2006
This morning I woke up late and crashed in the afternoon.
Did 56 & 72kgs. Then got rejected.
I am seriously bummed right now.
Not all is as it seems.
I was fucked up.
Life went on, I spoke to people.
Goodnight, goodbye.
Sorry about the incoherent words & abusive language. Sometimes you can't just tell the world, you know what I mean? Sometimes you just can't let them in. Stand your guard, be strong.
Unappropriate answers with bitter endings.
